Nonexistent Independence

In just a couple of weeks, school will start and I will get back to my routine of bad cafeteria food, late study nights, early morning rises, and being independent. I think this whole “independence” thing is overrated. During my first year of independent living, I quickly learned that I can’t get through any of it on my own. Frankly, I don’t want to. I’m way too indecisive and I’m hardly ever satisfied. In my honest opinion, there is no such thing as independence. For me at least, I was always calling my Mom, asking for her advice. She still knew what went on everyday of my life because I deliberately told her about my college experience everyday. I had family in the area who were always a joy to see when I went to visit. I visited often. Independence doesn’t exist because there is always someone who is a part of your life. There is always someone who is giving you advice or helping out. Yeah, you may have to wash your own dishes now. And, unfortunately, the laundry doesn’t do itself. But you are never alone. Never.